When you take away all the titles bestowed upon me,
who am I?
When the should's from society are removed,
what do I want to do?
When the hustle and bustle of life is removed,
why am I here?
When I answer these and identify MY core beliefs,
how will things change?
I have long felt that there was something more for me around the corner. I think subconsciously I programmed that to be a fact and within a year I was no longer married with a mortgage to worry about, finally free to start seeking my own truths. Still, I felt stiffled and unable to feel capable of experiencing what was necessary to come to the answers I pondered. Now, without a traditional job or home - I am on a 6 month road trip to see what I can find. A modern frontiersman of sorts, like so many before me - movement and radical change feel like the catalyst needed to find my Self.
Unscheduled time to follow my bliss.
Different scenery to inspire my soul.
New experiences to shift beliefs.
Quiet time to seek clarity.
Admittedly I find myself occasionally being pulled by the things I "should" be doing, but I'm resisting them as they could derail my true intentions. Of course, if inspired as something I "want" to do - then I'm all for it (ie: following my bliss).
So here I am enjoying what I'll call an awakening a little earlier in life than some and it is full of excitement, uncertainty, possibilities, anticipation and change. Once again I feel an eminent something waiting for me in the distance and I so look forward to what it holds. I am often overwhelmed with the fullness I feel in my heart, the tears of appreciation that well up from a knowingness of love and perfection that guides me. And I try not to push it along, as I want it to come from a place of pure truth with no regrets, what-ifs, or coulda's attached. I feel so blessed with this opportunity, and in turn will work to treat it with the respect and care that accompany my gratitude.
Thank you to all that is,
me
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